M: (1) So that's why I say..UFO or the devil got after our black asses,
(2) for showing out.
(3) > I don't know what it was <
(4) but we walkin up the hill,
(5) this ^ way, comin up through here.
CM: (6) Yeah.
M: (7) And..I'm like on this side and Renee's right here.
(8) And we walkin
(9) and I look over the bank*...{.2}
(10) and I see this...{.3}< BI:G BALL >.
(11) It's glowin,...{.2}
(12) and it's orange. ...{.3}
(13) And I'm just like...{1.0}
(14) °"nah..you know just-° nah it ain't nothin" you know.
(15) And I'm still walkin you know*
(16) Then I look back over my side again,
(17) and it has °risen up*°...{2.0}
(18) And I'm like "(/)SHI::T."...{.5} you know.
(19) So but Re(/)nee- I still ain't say nothin to her
(20) and I'm not sure she see it or not,...{.2}
(21) so I'm still not sayin anything
(22) we're just °walkin.° ...{1.0}
(23) Then I look over the bank again
(24) and I don't see it,
(25) and then I'm like °"well, you know."° ...{.3}
(26) But then...{.2}for some reason I feel some heat > or somethin other <
(27) and I < look back >
(28) me and Renee did at the same time
(29) and it's right behind us. ... {1.0}
(30) We like-...{.2} /we were scared and-/..
(31) "AAAHHH" you know=
[
RC: (32) (laughs)
M: (33) > =at the same time. <
(34) So we take off runnin as fast as we can,
(35) and we still lookin back
(36) and every time we look back it's with us. ...{.5}
(37) It's just a-bouncin behind /us/
(38) it's no:t.. > touchin the ground, <
(39) it's bouncin in the air. ... {.5}
(40) °Just like this...{.2}behind us°
(41) as we run. ... {1.0}
(42) We run all the way to her grandmother's
(43) and we open the door
(44) and we just fall out in the floor,
(45) and we're cryin and we scre:amin
(46) and < we just can't breathe.> ...{.3}
(47) We that scared..
(48) "What's wrong with yall" you know
(49) and we tell them..you know..what had happened.
(50) And then her grandmother tell us
(51) it's some v mineral.. this or v that
(52) they just form
(53) bah bah v bah v bah
(54) and...{.3} the way we v ran..it's the v heat
(55) and..you know... {.3}Bull(\)shit.
(56) You know..but so I never knew in my LIFE...{.2}about that
(57) but we didn't do that anymore. ...{1.0}
CM: (58) Right.
M: (59) When dark goddamn came
(60) our ass was at home.
The
narrative
was
recorded
on July 2, 2002, in Texana, North Carolina, near
where the events recounted are purported to have occurred. Below I
provide both a sketch of Texana and a transcript of
the narrative, but it should be noted at the outset that the interview
during
which Monica told this story was not a structured, sociolinguistic
interview
per se. Rather, the fieldworkers happened to encounter Monica while
visiting
her sister, whom they had already interviewed on several occasions.
After
establishing a rapport with Monica, they then retrieved their recording
equipment from their car and continued what had become by that point a
relatively informal conversational interaction.
The
fieldworkers initially prompted Monica with questions about her family
background and her experiences in places she had lived, but once the
interaction got underway it was largely Monica who directed the flow of
the
discourse, apart from a few follow-up questions by her interlocutors.
Thus the
story that I have titled UFO or the Devil
(based on a phrase used by Monica in the first line) was told as part
of a
larger sequence of narratives through which Monica cumulatively
presents a
portrait of herself. In this self-portrait, Monica emerges as
someone who was profoundly shaped by experiences in her family and
community
settings; who has explored multiple educational and career options,
while
living in several urban centers in addition to the more rural environs
of
Texana; and who is now in a position to look back at these formative
experiences and gauge their impact on her current sense of self. As the
transcript reveals, the narrative that I have excerpted from this much
more
extended interaction (the total duration of the tape-recording is more
than 145
minutes) concerns not only Monica’s and her friend’s encounter with
what Monica
characterizes as a supernatural apparition -- a big, glowing orange
ball that
rises up in the air and pursues them menacingly -- but also Monica’s
and Renee’s
subsequent encounter with Renee’s grandmother, who disputes whether the
girls’
experience with the big ball really occurred.
Located in
Cherokee County, which is
otherwise nearly totally white, Texana is a community consisting
almost exclusively of African Americans; indeed, with about 150
residents, only
10 of whom are white, Texana is the largest black Applachian community
in
western North Carolina (Mallinson 2006: 69, 78). It is situated about
one mile
from Murphy, North Carolina, as well as other small white communities,
and
interactions among residents of Texana and these neighboring
communities are
sometimes tense (Mallinson 2006: 78). Indeed, as Christine Mallinson
discusses
(2006: 71-6; cf. Mallinson 2008), the ethnic profile of members of the
Texana
community is considerably more complicated than this initial
characterization
would suggest. As Mallinson notes, "Texana residents are descendants of
African, Cherokee, Ulster Scots-Irish, and Irish-European ancestors --
which is
the case for many black Appalachians, particularly those whose
ancestors were
slaves" (2006: 71). In consequence, feeling that the ethnic categories
listed
on questionnaires and surveys are unable to capture their complex
heritage,
most Texanans self-identify as black, since this designation refers to
skin
color rather than a pariticular ethnic or racial background (2006: 75).
The
complex
ethnic
situation
in Texana bears importantly on the way Monica
uses
her narrative to position herself and others -- to invoke a concept
that I discuss
more fully in chapter 3 of Herman (2009: chapter 3). From the start of
her narrative,
Monica
indexes herself as a member of the enclave African American (or at
least non-white)
community based in Texana and positioned contrastively against the
surrounding,
predominantly white population of Cherokee County. (As the discussion
in
chapter
3 of Herman 2009 suggests, this formulation captures only part of the
positioning
logic at
work in the narrative.) Prior to the time of the interview, Monica had
written
features for a local newspaper during black history month, and she had
also
spoken openly about how racism and sexism had prevented her from
advancing in
the medical field despite her completion of a training course for
emergency medical
technicians (Mallinson 2006: 89, 97). More generally, as Mallinson
remarked in
a personal communication, "From what I learned about [Monica], race is
very
salient to her . . . she told us a lot stories about gender/racial
prejudice
that she faced in her life, how racist Cherokee County is, how she felt
growing
up in Texana and what happened after she moved to Dayton, Atlanta,
etc."